First week down-not so great...

Ok, so my first week of boot camp is over. I did pretty well with it for the first three days, but then I petered off quite a bit. It's really hard to fit something so radically different into my regular day-to-day world. And I am not one to follow directions exactly to the rule, so this whole workout is really fighting against my nature. Wait. Am I whining? Nah.

Anyhoo, I only did the "prescribed morning" exercises once. However, I did do them after I got the kids to school. I did great on my calorie intake. But then I found out that I was eating too "few" calories..can you imagine? I had permission to eat MORE! Well, that opened the floodgates and I'm certain I overate, chips, hummus..mmmmmm. Then, I went away for the weekend and indulged in wine, smoked gouda cheese, quiche, white chicken chili, ice cream.... I imagined my trainer wagging her finger in my face saying "uh uh..." and I smilingly slurping down my hot fudge sundae. I'm thinking this is part of the "process" of working out my rebellion. She often screams "How bad to you want it?" when she's pushing us during the workout... Let me tell you, I wanted that sundae!!...BAD!!

Alright. New week. New effort. I probably won't have a weight loss tonight. But I don't have plans that may tempt me to bad...maybe...this week. I'll start again. In fact as soon as I post this I'm off to the treadmill....sigh.