First week down-not so great...

Ok, so my first week of boot camp is over. I did pretty well with it for the first three days, but then I petered off quite a bit. It's really hard to fit something so radically different into my regular day-to-day world. And I am not one to follow directions exactly to the rule, so this whole workout is really fighting against my nature. Wait. Am I whining? Nah.

Anyhoo, I only did the "prescribed morning" exercises once. However, I did do them after I got the kids to school. I did great on my calorie intake. But then I found out that I was eating too "few" calories..can you imagine? I had permission to eat MORE! Well, that opened the floodgates and I'm certain I overate, chips, hummus..mmmmmm. Then, I went away for the weekend and indulged in wine, smoked gouda cheese, quiche, white chicken chili, ice cream.... I imagined my trainer wagging her finger in my face saying "uh uh..." and I smilingly slurping down my hot fudge sundae. I'm thinking this is part of the "process" of working out my rebellion. She often screams "How bad to you want it?" when she's pushing us during the workout... Let me tell you, I wanted that sundae!!...BAD!!

Alright. New week. New effort. I probably won't have a weight loss tonight. But I don't have plans that may tempt me to bad...maybe...this week. I'll start again. In fact as soon as I post this I'm off to the treadmill....sigh.

Boot Camp-Day one

Ok, I'm again resurrecting this blog on the account of many reasons including "I've been meaning to..." and "...I should write that on the blog" and because I'm starting "Boot Camp" at my gym. As many of you, I've been challenged to consistently exercise and eat healthy...and this is my latest attempt. It's a ass kicking, food journaling, muscle shaking and mentally draining challenge that I feel the need to chronicle. I'm hoping it will be successful for myself and perhaps inspire or inform my few blog readers along the way. Who knows.

Anyhoo, last night was the first official "class". (We will be meeting twice a week for six weeks.) We received blank food journals, math formulas to figure out how many calories we can eat, exercise "homework" and, of course, we had to officially weigh in. Gag. Although, I tried not to look at what the other ladies weighed (There are eight of us poor suckers.) I scanned the room and quickly figured out that I was the heaviest gal there. I mean for God's sake, one gal who was a few inches taller than me weighed in the 140's!! (I told you I "tried" not to look, not that I didn't look...) I would be absolutely giddy at that weight!!

The workout was, let's say....HARSH! Shaking muscles, impossible push ups (no sissy girl push ups, mind you!), sweating and exhaustion were all highlights of the evening. Normally after I work out I actually feel better, but not so tonight. I came home red faced, sweaty and, dare I say, bitchy. There I said it. Thinking about it, I think I was crabby because I realized how pathetically weak I am! I knew I wasn't it the best of shape, but geez! It was down right embarassing.

Now, here I am the day after. My muscles are sore and tight. Part of my homework is to perform 25 sit ups, BEFORE I get out of bed in the morning. As soon as those are done and my feet hit the floor, I must proceed on to 50 squats! And if that's not enough...on to 20 push ups! Then finish off the "good morning, aren't you happy to be here" package with 8 "breathes" of downward facing dog (yoga, my dear.). Did I mention that I'm NOT a morning person and to function at all is a mere miracle? But I did it...well, I skimped on the squats out of mistake...I only did 30. But I'll do the remaining 20 at lunch....yes, we have an assignment for lunch in addition to our daily 45 minutes of cardio.

I think I feel that bitchiness coming back...

Simple Beauty.

The day we drove in the driveway after 4 days of camping. I found a bucket on my porch.



My neighbor Daron had brought back a bucket he had borrowed and tucked inside was a carefully arranged straw nest with 18 eggs in hues of brown, white and blue from his flock of chickens. He owed me the eggs from an earlier trade we made in the spring; but he didn't owe me the charming presentation. I loved it. Simple beauty.

How my garden grows

In an earlier post I mentioned a lily that I discovered. It has bloomed and so I thought I'd post a picture of the pretty pink lily. While I'm at it I also thought I'd share some other views of the plants in my garden. Enjoy!



I knew beets were tasty, but didn't realize how pretty they were!



This mini head of broccoli has, so far, escaped my son's grabby little fingers!



This is a fun jumble of three pots! (I pounded a metal bar down the middle to keep them from toppling over.)

Strawberry cubes

Last week I was in a mad rush to get everything ready to go camping. However, as I am apt to do, I further complicated my week by trying to squeeze in some raspberry
picking because I was afraid that we would miss them by the time we got back. So off the family went to pick raspberries...my favorite of all berries.

We pick at the D&K Orchards, which is halfway to Conklin, I think. It's a lovely farm with a beautiful house, pretty peacocks (kids love these) and a plethora of fruit and veggies to offer throughout the summer.

This is the house at D&K Orchards. Isn't it pretty?

Here are two of the handful of peacocks. Isn't the albino peacock interesting?

Since we're on a "call list" they called early last week, thus spurring us to seek the raspberries, despite the busy schedule. Sadly, I believe they called us too early for when we arrived there weren't many rasberries that were ripe. However, I wandered around and found that their strawberries were still producing and proceeded to picked 5 or 6 quarts of strawberries! They were beautiful, red and juicy!



Now, funny thing is, I tend to forget that after picking them, I actually have to do something with them when we get home. They are not merely decor to be placed on the table.... But again I remind you (and I should've reminded myself BEFORE picking) that I had more than enough to do with regular chores and preparing for camping! So what to do?

Inspiration struck with an idea that was quick and easy...strawberry cubes! I swiped the ice cube trays from the camper and lined them up on the counter. I grabbed my trusty KitchenAid blender and dumped the strawberries in with just a little bit of sugar. I blended away and proceeded to pour the strawberries into the trays and popped them into the freezer. VIOLA!! This all took probably less than 20 minutes. Later, I popped all the strawberry cubes out and put them into a freezer bag. I plan on using these for smoothies, or even adding them to a tall glass of lemonade!

Any ways, I've included a few pictures from our days of raspberry, I mean "strawberry" picking. I hope to pick raspberries soon...

Pennies on the dollar

OK, many of you may already know that I've been on this "coupon-clipping" Savings Angel thing for the last 7 months or so. It's been a lot of fun, becoming almost a hobby! I truly have saved a ton of money, and as a result of learning this method, will never shop the same again. I love coming home and telling Fred how much we saved. A few nights ago, however, I really played it up and played "The Price is Right" game with him, regardless that it was past midnight when I got home! I carefully piled all the groceries on the dining room table and asked him to declare what he thought I paid for them! Here's the photo..what's your guess?

Que the drumroll,please!

I paid, $2.93!!!

Yes, I'm serious!!
(A six pack of beer couldn't have made me feel more giddy!!)

Lessons from the Garden, Part 1

During the summer months, when the kids are on vacation and we don’t have anywhere in particular to be in the morning, it is my habit to grab a cup of coffee and take a walk in the garden with the dogs. I choose this time not only for the coolness of temperature and the songs of the birds, but because it is the time of day that I can let the dogs run without fear of crabby neighbors getting upset because the dogs may have wandered into their yard. Rudy and Rosie enjoy this time immensely, they practically bounce as they run and you can almost see smiles on their faces. I don’t bounce, well maybe parts of me do, but I truly enjoy this ritual as well.

If the dogs are behaving well, not wandering too far or digging in the garden, I often will check the garden beds for weeds, or to see how the plants are progressing. This happened this morning. The dogs enjoyed an extended time to run and play as I decided to pull weeds out of a garden bed that I had ignored for too long.

This particular garden bed still has a few perennials in it that are alive, despite my neglect. A Japanese iris is currently sporting deep purple blooms, seemingly oblivious to the weeds that are attempting to overcome it. However, the other few perennials are indistinguishable in a sea of green chaos. I have big plans for this little area, and it’s just been bumped up to the top of my “to do” list.

I envision a multi-tiered raised bed, bordered by the fieldstone that we’ve been piling for years at the edge of the woods. Nasturtiums spilling over the four corners, a mass of low maintenance perennials or herbs in the middle and a dramatic centerpiece of striking flowers or perhaps a water fountain, is all part of my evolving plan. But before I can proceed on with the grand scheme, the weeds must be pulled.

With a garden fork, I loosened the dirt and began pulling the weeds. Every now and again, I came across a plant that suspiciously resembled poison ivy. Although this caused me to proceed more cautiously, it did not deter my effort, and with gloved-hand, I carefully pulled it out by the stem. As I approached the middle of the garden bed, I discovered an Asiatic lily that had been completely covered by the weeds.

It was about 8 inches tall, much smaller than it should’ve been, and it’s foliage was a light lime green because it had not been afforded enough light from the sun. Regardless of it’s obviously stunted appearance; it still supported five plump buds. It stopped me cold in my weed-ripping tracks.

I had a perfect opportunity to work on this garden bed this morning, the dogs were behaving, the kids were inside watching a movie, and the weather was sunny and cool. I had no time constraints and could work all morning at it if I wanted. But despite this, I could not bring myself to uproot this lily and move it into a pot or another garden bed to make way for my new plan. If I did so, I ran the risk of stressing the plant and that would mean the buds would most certainly fall off without ever having the chance to bloom. Then the thought occurred to me…. everything should have its chance to bloom, no matter where it is. Better yet, EVERYONE should have a chance to bloom.

How many times have we walked by people, ignored because they are planted in the middle of chaos? Or perhaps overlooked because we are too busy focusing on our exciting plans to notice them and we plow right through. Our daily “weeds” can sometimes consume and smother the beautiful blooms we have to offer. And sometimes the weeds get so big, that we need others to help us uproot them.

I cleared the weeds from around the lily, found my wandering coffee mug and directed the dogs back to the house. In the coming morning walks, I will be pulling weeds again, checking on the progress of the green beans, scolding Rudy for digging up my ferns, and most definitely, watching for the blooms of that lily.

I'm back!

Ok, Ok....after a long absence, and some "gentle" nudging from my beloved "Aunt Floosie".... I'm back. I'll again start writing and catch up on what's been going on in my life and thoughts for the past 6 months or so. After re-reading my previous posts, there's definitely been some changes you may be interested to know and perhaps a funny little happening to make you chuckle.....

So, this is definitely back on my "to do" list. Check in and read some new stuff...coming to a blog near you!

Cranberry Relish

Here’s a recipe for those of you who are still searching for a simple and delicious side dish. For those of you who know my “texture issues” with food, you’ll be surprised to learn that I think this is really, really good. Lots of “chunks” of cranberries, pineapple and marchino cherries…sweet and tangy at the same time…mmmmm. This goes great with turkey, ham, ice cream, cheesecake….or even on toast!

Cranberry Relish
1 large can crushed pineapple
1.5 cup pineapple juice (drained from canned…add water if needed)
1 bag of fresh cranberries
2 c. sugar
1 pkg cherry or raspberry jell-o
1 c. marchino cherries (chopped)

• Boil cranberries, sugar and juice until the cranberries “pop.”
• Remove from heat, add jell-o and mix until dissolved.
• Let cool
• When relish begins to gel, mix in cherries and pineapple. Mix well. Store in refrigerator, preferably overnight before serving.
• This will keep a couple of week in the frig..Enjoy!

Do you see what I see?

In the age of expensive video game systems, thousand plus dollar tvs, and a plethora of other high-priced gifts…a simple, inexpensive pair of plastic glasses has been the hit so far at our house. My in-laws sent them, plus a number of other inexpensive toys to my kids, with instructions to open on every few days. Simply inexpensively fun!

Thanks

It has occurred to me recently that Americans love to complain. Now, that wouldn’t be so bad if we could all say that we balance these negative comments with positive ones. But sadly, few of us do. Nothing is safe from our lamenting…the weather…our paychecks….our spouses…our kids….our bodies….need I go on? What’s worse is if you think about our social interactions, what are we talking about? Chances are, we’re complaining to our friends or family about probably our friends or family.

Other cultures, from what I’ve unscientifically observed, do not complain as much as we do. Yet we profess to be the greatest country in the world! If it’s so great, why do we complain so much? Is it because we are so self-centered? Short sighted perhaps?

British people seem to complain a lot less than we do. In fact, they apologize for the most ordinary things, “sorry” is a staple word in their vocabulary. And when asked how things are going, they commonly reply “fantastic” regardless that their marriage is in the dumps, their children are hooked on drugs and they just lost their job. So why can’t we show a little fortitude and restraint?

We have a lot to be thankful for! (Yes, I just said something positive, despite the “looming depression,” the downward spiraling stock market, the fact that I just lost my job, and the costs of most necessities are rising.)…now that wasn’t so hard.

In less than a week, we as a nation will celebrate “Turkey Day.” Wait a minute…it’s actually called THANKSgiving. It’s not the turkey that should be the focus here. Get it? This is strictly an American holiday, so let’s take the opportunity to prove that we CAN do it. We can be positive!

So, here’s your assignment:
Lets all suck it up, atleast for the next week, and talk to our co-workers, family and friends about what kindness you witnessed (ie a stranger let you go in front of him at the backed up grocery checkout), instead of complaining of the bitter cold, focus on the beautiful cardinal at your birdfeeder or the Currier & Ives-like snowfall you see as you drive to work. Instead of grinding your teeth because your spouse again left their clothes on the floor, remember he set up the coffee maker the night before so that you could wake to it’s wonderful smell and it is ready and hot waiting for you. Let’s show some thanks for a change.

These shoes were made for walking…but now they run!

Seven weeks ago I joined a gym and hired a personal trainer in efforts to change my body, my health and my life. In these seven weeks I have not only improved my body and health, but learned a few other things along the way.

1. Be careful what you say. When Katherine (my trainer) asked how many hours I’d be willing to work towards my fitness goal every week. I answered “4 to 6 hours.” Clearly my mind was leaning toward 4 or less, but I wanted to impress her with my commitment. “Good,” she answered, “we’ll go with 6!” And she promptly fashioned a workout regime that brought me to the gym 6 days a week!

2. A minute is a very long time. I’ve never been a runner. In fact, I hated any thing to do with running and for most of my life have avoided most sports activities, with running being at the top of the list. So when Katherine prescribed 20 minutes of running every week, I was not overly enthusiastic about it. So in the first few weeks I’d run for a minute or two and “quickly walk” the remaining 18 minutes.

3. Soy milk isn’t that bad; neither is pitas, yogurts, salads and shredded wheat¬—these are staples in my diet now. Oh yeah, and 60 calorie, sugar free Jello brand chocolate pudding (premade and in the refrigerated section of your grocery store) IS THE BOMB!! Yum!

4. Things change. 36 visits to the gym (I took a week off due to a sinus infection) will change your body, your health and your life. Although I still have a long way to go, I have lost 12 pounds and 11 inches of my body. And today I ran for 26 minutes and 30 seconds…and it felt GREAT!

Belated Halloween photo

Those who know me, know I tend to be...ummmm... a bit on the "late" side. Although I constantly work on not being tardy, and have had some success, posting in this blog has been a little behind. So in an effort to catch up, here is a photo of the kids right before they began their "quest for candy."

Grace and Gunnar were self-proclaimed "warriors" (althought the costume patterns they picked were "knights"). They each picked out the fabric and I clumsily sewed their costumes. They turned out okay in the end I think.

Paige originally wanted to be a leopard, but later decided to be a fairy. Lucky for me, that's what Grace was last year, a woodland fairy, and the costume was already ready.

As trick-or-treating in the country is spotty at best, and A LOT of walking for very few houses, we joined our friends, the Goens, in their suburban neighborhood in North Grand Rapids/Kenowa area and the kids filled their Halloween bags almost to the top! As soon as they dumped the bags of candy onto the floor, I scooped up as many Twix bars as I could manage. Overall, it was a good and chocolatey-delicious time!

There are leaves on my floor…

I’ve noticed an odd sound as I stride to and fro in my house. It is the sound of rustling….no, maybe crunching. And upon closer inspection, I’ve discovered that there are leaves on my floor. Obviously not content to merely drift down from the trees and rest on a cushy green bed of grass, they have somehow crept, blown and snuck their way into my house.

Although trying to keep a “low profile”, I’ve noticed them lingering in the corners of my hardwood floor. Perhaps they were cold; maybe even lonely. For once inside, they have the company of tiny bits of paper, soft balls of cat hair, twisty ties (from bread wrappers), rubber bands, bits of apple peels (that the dogs missed) and of course a stray lego or two. Whatever the reason, I’ve decided they must not stay.

I will soon find my royal blue, nylon-bristled brush, and shoo them into my wastebasket….right after I put away the washed dishes, both from the counter and dishwasher, fold the clothes and put them away, clean the kitchen counter for the 63rd time, make my son’s Halloween costume, fix myself some lunch, make a grocery list, feed the cat, and the dogs, change the sheets on all the beds, scrub the toilets, fix the kids a snack (yes, I’ll wash my hands after the toilets…), file my coupons and fix dinner.

Screw it. A few leaves never hurt anybody.

Three pumpkins and a bandaid

For reasons I can't quite put my finger on, Halloween has always been one of my favorite holidays. I don't particularily like to dress up in a costume. And I definitely don't like to be scared. Maybe it's the time of year (I love fall), pumpkins, and the chocolate bars that I "borrow" from my kids' bags.

Anyhow, one of my least favorite parts of Halloween is the actual carving of pumpkins. The idea of it is fun and creative...but the reality is sore arms and gooky pumpkin guts. This opinion, however, is not shared by the kids who have been bugging me to carve their pumpkins for weeks now. This year I volunteered Fred to head this project. As he handed out the knives, I snapped the pictures. The result: three festively carved pumpkins, roasted pumpkin seeds and a bandaid on Grace's pinky finger. Not bad considering the odds.

Little things can be killers

Yesterday while watching Oprah, she said something that she has said before "people want to feel validated...people want to be listened to and heard...." That isn't an exact quote, but the general idea of what she said. I understood her, that people want to be recognized for who they are, and what they need. When we are struggling and stressed and we yell at our kids, our spouse, our co-workers....hopefully they are hearing "I'm overwhelmed and tired. Cut me some slack. Understand my frustration. Reach out and help me through this." I got this.

This morning it occured to me as I looked at the capless toothpaste tube in my childrens' bathroom, that it's not always the big things that break us down in our daily lives, it's the little things.

A sick relative, being fired from a job, a child that's not behaving....our friends and family will rally around to offer advice, support and empathy. Don't get me wrong, it's wonderful to receive this. And I thankfully rely on it. But where are they when you find the sock shoved in between the couch cushions after you've endured your kids' cries of "I can't find socks" as you try to get the to school on time?

Like Chinese water torture, each unheeded request drips unto our sanity, boring a hole millimeter by millimeter, eventually getting big enough to let the crazies in. The dirty clothes on the floor merely inches from the laundry basket. Dishes caked with hardened rice krispies on the counter, while the open dishwasher door beckons, no pleads with them to put them inside. And yes, despite hundred of requests, the cap never seems to make it back onto the tube of toothpaste. Am I alone in this? Time to vent people! What little things drive you to doors of the "nut-house"?

How do you like them apples?...A LOT!

Saturday afternoon a neighbor boy stopped by to chat and happened to mention that he and his sister was taking a walk down the road to pick up "drops" of Northern Spy apples for his mother. Now those of us who are die hard pie makers know that Spies make the best apple pies! And the thought of getting a bunch for free is akin to winning the lottery...well, almost. So, of course, I invited myself and daughter, Paige, along.

I ended up getting, oh probably a half a bushel. Enough to make some fresh apple pies, apple pie kits and perhaps some applesauce if I'm not "appled out" by that time. Now upon viewing these luscious beauties you may think they're not so pretty...but I do. You see the spots are evidence of what I already knew...the apples were grown organically. Living in the heart of orchard country, it is still hard to find organically grown fruit. I'm lucky enough to have a neighbor who not only grows Spies, but grows them organically! Yippee!

Now that you know what apples make the best pies...want to know the best recipe? It's fairly simple and one that has been used by atleast three generations in my family.

First the crust (taken from Woman's Home Companion Cook Book circa 1942--the one my grandma used)

** Preheat oven to 425 degrees.

2 cups flour
1 tsp salt
2/3 c. shortening (I prefer the butter flavor...and usually use a bit more than 2/3 c.)
Approx. 6 Tbs. Ice water
• Sift flour with salt into a medium to large bowl. Add shortening and "cut" into flour until mixture looks crumbly. Add ice water a couple tablespoons at a time until the dough starts to hold it's shape.
• Now at this point most crust recipes would tell you to refrigerate the dough. I've found that it becomes harder to work with and you don't want to overwork the dough. So I leave it out while I peel my apples and prepare the filling.

The filling:
•Peel and core 4-6 apples, depending on how big the apples are and how packed you want your pie. I slice the apples fairly thin because I like how the tender apples almost melt in my mouth, but if you like a bit more substance or chew to your pie, slice them thicker.

1 tsp cinnamon
3/4 - 1 c. sugar
1/4 tsp. salt
2-3 Tbs. flour

•Mix above ingredients.
• Roll out your pie crusts. Keep in mind that you will be making a bottom and top crust, so cut the dough ball in half.
• Once the bottom crust is in the pie plate. Pour half of sugar mixture on the bottom. Place the apples on top of that. Sprinkle remaining sugar mix over apples. To add a little richness, you can slice butter and dot butter across the top of the apples and sugar.
• Put top crust in place, secure the edges.
• Cut a few slit on the top crust.
Optional egg wash:
Beat one egg and with a pastry brush, paint on the egg across entire top crust. Then using approx. a tablespoon of sugar, very finely sprinkle sugar across the middle of the pie, staying away from the edges (they'll burn).

Bake for approximately 30 minutes or until you start to smell the pie and can see the filling bubbling through the crust.

Enjoy!

The birds..almost like Hitchcock

As is school policy, the bus driver will not let Gunnar off the school bus unless there is an adult home to greet him. So every day, at the usual time, I peer out the large picture window in our dining room, watching for glimpses of the big yellow bus, so I can be ready to pop out of the house and greet my gregarious boy as he descends the stairs of the "big banana" (Freds description of the bus, not mine).

However, today, I reminded myself to slow my pace, relax and enjoy every moment. No toe tapping impatiently waiting.... So with that, I sat myself down on the deck stairs outside of the door. I brought with me my latest Country Living magazine and thought I'd take the moment to peruse through pages of perfectly decorated mudrooms and stylishly casual kitchens. As I turned the pages, I became aware of the sounds of birds chirping....maybe 20, then 50, then 100! Birds swarmed to the Silver Maple tree that I was currently sitting under and I reflected on how lucky I was to witness such natural beauty. I returned to my magazine. Plop. Drop....silence.....plop, drop, drop.....I looked up connecting the sounds to the subtle movements of leaves on the ground with each plop. After listening to what sounded like gentle droplets of rain falling from branches after a morning mist...it dawned on me that the sun was shining and the plops were definitely NOT rain. Yes, it was the birds pooping, by the hundreds! Then as I peer upward into the canopy of the tree, I also realized that I was well within the danger zone and began beating my hands onto my Country Living Magazine as if it suddenly transformed into bongo drums. Thankfully, the birds took the cue and en masse flew to another tree. So much for relaxing....but it did give me a chuckle I would have otherwise missed.

Silly surprises are not always happy.

Friday was Paige's 7th birthday. Like most young children, she had been literally counting the days since January, marking off the days on the calender, anticipating a fun-filled day of special attention, cake and, of course, presents. So as the day creeped forward, and I shopped for the presents on her ever-changing list, I came across some cans of "Silly String."

Now I've often heard of this product, seen demonstrations on tv and most recently even heard of it's use by US soldiers to somehow detect the presence of mines abroad. It's been on store shelves for years, but until now I've never considered buying it. Why? Well, the $1.99 price tag, per can, seemed to be a dollar and ninety-nine cents waste of money. And, quite frankly, the whole concept of spraying string into the air, seemed, well.... "silly." But today, you see, the $1.99 can of Silly String was only 90 cents. The perfect price for a silly surprise for my daughter on her birthday and for her mom to step frivolously outside of her practical box. I bought three.

I allowed Paige one present before school, but made her wait until after school, after Dad got home and after dinner before she could open the remainder of her presents. It was excruciating for her and I endured lots of "you're not fair!" statements. But ultimately, I enjoyed adding to her anticipation of the event.

I delightfully plotted the moment when brightly colored foamy strings would fly in the air above her head like fireworks, invoking surprise and delight! All the while, I'd also allow my other children to enjoy the moment. You see, it was to be their fingers on those silly little cans of fun!

I gave special instructions to wait for the moment after the candles were blown out. I've heard of silly string igniting and I did, like all good mothers do...I scared the bahjeebers out of those two little trigger fingers to avoid this from happening in my house! I also instructed them to spray away from Paige and the birthday cake. Afterall, who wants to eat cake with silly string all over it?

So when the time came, after dinner, to present Paige with her vanilla-frosted strawberry supreme cake, I instructed her to cover her eyes until we stopped singing to her. She covered her eyes, we began to sing and I handed the cans to the kids and husband. They concealed the cans below the table, and as instructed, waited until Paige blew every last candle out.

The string flew!!!! Ignoring my second instruction, it flew directly at Paige, covering her and the strawberry supreme cake in a cocoon of foam. She did not think this surprise delightful. She did not think this suprise fun. And, I think, all "silliness" was completely lost on her. Unfortunately, she did think it startling and scary. And cried. And cried.

It is in these moments of parenting that the entire world falls down beneath you, leaving you a single square foot of earth to stand on. You are alone and exposed as the awful parent that you are! You just caused your beloved child hurt and distress. And, although you never intended this horrible outcome, it was done on purpose. You know it. She knows it. And, at this point, there's little you can do to make it better.

It's very humbling to know that "mother does NOT always know best."


...Now, I can't simply leave the story here. I will put you out of your sympathetic misery and let you know that eventually the tears did stop and Paige enjoyed the rest of her birthday. In fact, I later handed her a can and instructed her to spray the kitchen window. She did, giggling the entire time!

And away we go.

I've often wanted to be able to jot down the touching, funny or enlightening moments that present themselves between the usuals mundane activities of my life. So here we are in the "age of the blog." And here I am. Hopefully, this can be an archive for my children and increasingly forgetful brain. A way to take a peek into the past and prompt a fond memory or chuckle. And away we go...